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Post by PaRkA on Jun 5, 2003 19:31:09 GMT 7
this is a little self righteous but i thought i would post it anyway....
today I climbed this wall when i got to the top i could see That there was nothing left for me All that I had hoped And everything I wished to be To get away to this side and change Now I see the change has to be in me Cause nothing on the otherside will help And on the fall down and the bounce All that I am is crushed It stopped everything I thought I could be And as I now look to the distance I see nothing but grey No more black and white No clearing in the haze No clear road no train of thought No way out All that I was and everything that I looked to be Gone in a flash no trace of me Now that it seems I have nowhere to go And I have no road to lead I will sit here till I start to bleed Maybe my stain that I leave will be the guide Of a soul so unfortunte A soul that shows so much pain A soul just like me
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Post by PaRkA on Jun 5, 2003 19:37:37 GMT 7
I don’t think there could ever be a heart as broken as me And if there was it should be left to bleed And not leave this man distained in his disbelief For nothing that I have seen will keep this man from greif So hard to swallow when there is so much pain to receive And no one will understand the weight that this heart leaves The blood it pumps synthetic, unreal The feelings that it perceives pathetic, nowhere near the real deal...
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Post by PaRkA on Jun 5, 2003 19:38:30 GMT 7
MY OWN SAFE MY COMBINATION MISSING ALL MY FEELINGS LOST INSIDE NOT EVEN DYNAMITE CAN CHANGE MY MIND I NEED TO LOOK INSIDE TO FIND WHAT IM TRYING TO HIDE I COULD NEVER SEE WHAT I WANTED TO BE THAT SOMETHING IS SO FAR AWAY FROM ME
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Post by PaRkA on Jun 5, 2003 20:49:18 GMT 7
sorry for the caps i got lazy....
HOW COULD I NOT BELIEVE THE PAIN I FELT I COULD NEVER SEE HOLLOW LIKE MY INSIDES AN EMPTY SPACE LEFT TO PONDER MY STRENGTH CAN NOT HOLD UP THE WEIGHT THAT SITS ON MY SHOULDERS THIS STRAIN MOVES TO COVER MY FACE ENCLOSING THIS PAIN LEAVING ME WITH NOTHING ELSE MY STOMACH CHURNS AS THE PUSH TO BE WITH YOU BURNS THIS STING THROWS BOLTS THRU ME AS THE URGE TO CRY ENVELOPES ME NEVER BEING ABLE TO SAY ANYTHING EVERY WORD I HAVE SAVED IS LOST SOMEWHERE IN MY HEAD THEY ARE ALL FOR YOU ILL LET THEM OUT SO THEY CAN ATTACK YOU SO YOU CAN FEEL HOW I FELT...
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Post by .honeyspider. on Jun 6, 2003 13:50:59 GMT 7
wow thats really good.
;D
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