Post by PaRkA on Jun 21, 2003 18:41:41 GMT 7
wow i thought i had lost this song but i found it today...
why post it you ask...the person i wrote this for i saw today, for the first time in ages (3yrs), everything i kept thinking about her is in here, i thought i would share
U
i could use this energy towards you
but like before it would be wasted
i dont want to see you as someone else
i want to see you as part of me
i could kill myself for not trying
i want this and yet i let it slip
somethings not right, somethings missing
im not good enough i can prove it
cause you chose someone else
and now i hate myself and maybe you too
everytime time i see you i reset this feeling
like nothing ever happened
starting again and laying the foundations
only to have them destroyed
i hate myself
cause i cant get you
i hate myself
cause i need you
i hate myself
cause i want to change
i hate myself
cause i hate myself
i hate myself
cause i cant hate you
i hate myself
cause i want you
and now im stuck and i cant choose
between you and the next
the next time i meet someone like you
i love this feeling but as much as that
i dislike the comedown,
the reality check im made to feel like i cant go on
lingering this feeling takes me over
controls me in every way
i feel like i cant let go continuing seems
daunting, almost dumb
ive read this book before and it ends the same
my pain the way it feels doesnt change
and i travel down the road looking for the difference
looking for another way to get you
and i hate you
cause i hate you,
and i need you,
and i want you,
and i bleed you,
i feel you,
i am you ,
i am me,
im everything you didnt want your someone to be,
and i succeed in denying myself for you,
and i succeed in putting myself down so much that it hurts,
and i succeed in letting someone else in just cause i didnt speak up,
i want to tell you how i feel but i know the reaction i see it all the time
negative as it is the truth always hurts
and the way i feel about you kills me
i hope it kills you too so we can be together finally
so you can see i was sincere im not everything here
but i want to be something to you
i wish i was everything every part of you
what you do, what you see
i want to be all you see
i want to be everything youd hoped id be
i want you like me for me
i dont want to change
why post it you ask...the person i wrote this for i saw today, for the first time in ages (3yrs), everything i kept thinking about her is in here, i thought i would share
U
i could use this energy towards you
but like before it would be wasted
i dont want to see you as someone else
i want to see you as part of me
i could kill myself for not trying
i want this and yet i let it slip
somethings not right, somethings missing
im not good enough i can prove it
cause you chose someone else
and now i hate myself and maybe you too
everytime time i see you i reset this feeling
like nothing ever happened
starting again and laying the foundations
only to have them destroyed
i hate myself
cause i cant get you
i hate myself
cause i need you
i hate myself
cause i want to change
i hate myself
cause i hate myself
i hate myself
cause i cant hate you
i hate myself
cause i want you
and now im stuck and i cant choose
between you and the next
the next time i meet someone like you
i love this feeling but as much as that
i dislike the comedown,
the reality check im made to feel like i cant go on
lingering this feeling takes me over
controls me in every way
i feel like i cant let go continuing seems
daunting, almost dumb
ive read this book before and it ends the same
my pain the way it feels doesnt change
and i travel down the road looking for the difference
looking for another way to get you
and i hate you
cause i hate you,
and i need you,
and i want you,
and i bleed you,
i feel you,
i am you ,
i am me,
im everything you didnt want your someone to be,
and i succeed in denying myself for you,
and i succeed in putting myself down so much that it hurts,
and i succeed in letting someone else in just cause i didnt speak up,
i want to tell you how i feel but i know the reaction i see it all the time
negative as it is the truth always hurts
and the way i feel about you kills me
i hope it kills you too so we can be together finally
so you can see i was sincere im not everything here
but i want to be something to you
i wish i was everything every part of you
what you do, what you see
i want to be all you see
i want to be everything youd hoped id be
i want you like me for me
i dont want to change
