Force to conform to the reality that is this.
Ask why and you won't get the answer that you hear
'Cause all you hear is lies.
Cover up the truth so you don't have to be a part of this.
The lies that you've told are hurting all you need.
And all you need is here.
All you need is hurt.
And the only companion that you have is a lie.
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All I want and need is out there somewhere waiting for me or is right infront of me. I don't know. Does anyone ever know? Is there that light at the end of the tunnel or is it darker than the light I see now? Does anyone ever really care about anything that means something? Does the self destructive behaviour ever go away? Does it remain a part of the entity forever or will it just decrease in size? Are these rhetorical or the philosophical questions that are only ever answered with another question? Could this self destructive behaviour just be angst?
For now I'll leave and live with my dreams. Reality is all I fear for fear is all I have. Pain travels in the dark with fear. Making fear seem so friendly and appear as though its all I'll ever know. May the light of love shine upon me. Chase away the dark and bring back the hope I lost and knew I had long ago. Naive seems to believe in such. But clenched tightly in my fist is all that remains of childhood. Innocence. I grew up fast enough. People think they have grown up, but still they are a child violently thrown into a world of torment.
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I look around and watch everyone's false bravado parade.
How do they sleep at night knowing the false sense of self they have?
Do they even know?
Can they comprehend that?
With their super nice, ultra cool public attitude.
All on show, with a fee.
The price of their reality.
It doesn't come cheap.
Rare, one-of-a-kind original print, a birthmark on the soul SOLD FOR 15 MINUTES OF FAME!!!!!
Going Going Gone!!!!
Searching in a box of lost and found,
when all is spent and the false begins to unravel and all around crumbles before your very eyes.
Can you cope?
Will you survive?
Will you discover your truth?
UNSOLVED MYSTERY #101
Forever left in limbo. Think .....
How it went all wrong?
When did this happen,
Why me?
How can I fix this?
NEVER FIND THE ANSWERS!!!!!!
Forever remain a mere shadow of your former self.
Gnawing in the dark at groing insecurities.
Spawn from thoughts of the long exaggerated "perfect" life.