These words all scramble

[PaRkA]

These words all scramble
In my mind they’re all jumbled
Across this page I fumble
My head aches so I stumble

My brain pounds
against my skull it cracks
I want ink to stain this page
So I can control my rage

For everytime my head blocks
The words stop
And everything goes wrong
No more

Flowing thru
This river turns torrent
My pen leaves the page
No words on it

I cant control this pain
Safe in the knowledge
That one day I will write again
Just wondering how far away

Till I can write what I want to say
The words that escape me
Everyday
That i feel this way