Daily poetry dumping ground

[blue_june_destroyer]

ranty poetry, just free-form writing --- don't read into it too much unless you know something I don't!
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Filled with thoughts of you
Wrapping themselves around me like tendrils
creeping into my soul and attaching to my heart
It's not meant to be this way and I can't make the feelings go away
Detached distance and oceans
Wondering if you felt the same
Knowing it could never be
My heart's already been sold
To the highest bidder

[toolgasm]

I have a title for you: To Nathan (singer in Faker). ;D

[blue_june_destroyer]

BWAHAHAHA!

Josh, you crack me up.

[blue_june_destroyer]

Melt away
I went as far as I could go
Winter blew my dreams away
At the bottom of the hill
At times I know
Overbearing is my weakness
Still I fought an empty fight
And never felt as low
My head is filled with sadness
At not having a direction
Like a broken weather vane
Stranded upon a rooftop
With the stars my only companions.

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[NathanC]

Isn't it the wildest dream
to be conscious of this speed
sparkled once, but gloss all gone
what is happening to me?

Pulling at your heart strings
screaming at the sea
Empty hearts aplenty
You will have none of this

Getting it right was the plan
Who cares about the way
It probably is the end you see
You made it without me



See I can do this, too!

[blue_june_destroyer]

Like spears they shot through
your words to my ears
melting into my skin
breaking my heart
and capturing it all at once.

Words are all I have
and words are all you've left
now we're both empty
and lying on the floor
waiting to be picked up
just like we were discarded.

[PaRkA]

and when i fall
you stand so tall
i wanted everything
that i could never give you

i wish i could take some years
of my ageing back
to be so close to you
and still so small

i want to give you
every chance to see
live with me is so easy
that you live without

[blue_june_destroyer]

good to have you back , bogan.

heh.

[NathanC]

Does it make you happy when it pours?
to the people hit with acid
to those left with pain
a small shelter left in the corner
without a roof to hold
i suppose it can't be saved
but who wants to save you?
just a matter of fact
everyone runs to the hall
not everyone will fit
it's just a struggle to fit in
inside it is just as bad
people get hit and stung as well
why was there a rush to survive?
no one really wants to die

[PaRkA]

im here to meet your master
this beating of my heart faster
i can mould, meld and manipulate
and leave you in a state

somewhere behind me
is so far from here
i keep forward
keep you near

every peace and every war
denies me every chance i ever saw
to love you for me
to only wait and see

this end my place
this stained glaze
intrudes on my face
i cant see for the haze

[NathanC]

just like milk and cookies
you melt in my mouth
from half past three to bedtime
you are good to me
if there was a choice between
the crosses and the slings
then the shots would shoot
the crosses stay sad
what a choice for me
imagine if both went to sleep
from now to eternity
i missed them both
love the most
i could not live
what a position to be.

[NathanC]

[toolgasm]

A lifetime of memories
So strange to continue on without you
19 Scott Street just isn't the same
And will never be again
I remember tip toeing down the hall to watch TV before anyone else got up.
I remember the pink lazy boy recliner chair.
I remember the basketball ring that Tob tore down from the tree in the backyard years ago.
I remember backscratches and Christopher Robin.
I remember orange ice pops on a hot summer's day.
I remember wearing out the grass on the back lawn because it was our SCG.
I remember the grinder.
I remember report time.
I remember Wartime.
I remember your love and hugs.
I remember you.
I miss you.
I love you.
Joy.

[blue_june_destroyer]

Sweat on my skin
covered in cloak of darkness
wrapped in velvet night
twisted inside you.

[loveissuicide]

My heart cries to the darkness in my soul
Weeping for the loss of a friend
Looking down the wrong end of the big black hole
Praying for your life to end
The sky turns to black
Encaged in darkness
You try and find your way home
Running down a one way road
Looking for the one you love
Waiting for him to return
Realizing he’s not coming back

[NathanC]

That person you know
the one with the blank face
doesn't know what to do anymore
doesn't know what to feel

That person I thought I knew
the one with the darkest of hearts
Does know what she feels
but doesn't know what she wants

This person you know now
The one with the board in hand
does know what he feels
but it's not you he wants

[blue_june_destroyer]

quiet frustration
eating away
inside and outside
never leaving a mark.

invisible to all
persistent and small
but aching to feel
what it has never before.

sick of scraping fingernails on the floor and walls, trying to get inside and move around it...

cover me in blankets of nothingness and darkened rooms and quiet hallways.

i haunt this body like my face haunts you at night.

[PaRkA]

Safe in lies albeit to hide
To live my life without the struggle to survive
Im inside everything that dies
inside Everything that lives
And everything that’s me
Resides to be near thee
Im always alive till I die

then im alive
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my extension to my excitement
and the way in which you move
and I want nothing but to be with you
and nothing more than making it right
I want to see you smile and shine
And when I die to see tears in your eyes
Taking too far the way I want you to want me
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my sire
my sapphire
i wish
i could
hold you alone
revealed thru my armour
scars that never heal
now to be dated
and left
nothing to feel
and i want to tingle
blood to run
my heart to feel

[blue_june_destroyer]

pulse of blood the stream inside awakens and sleeps with ebb and tide.
wondering if you feel the same tingling as me inside my veins; inside my eyes?

peel my outer layers back to reveal my fresh new skin... layer by layer, I know it calls to you in ways I already knew.

Do you wake up at this point? Blood screaming like a freight train throuh your body, coursing through at shocking pace? Rendering you helpless and lifeless at the end?

[PaRkA]

i know i feel this way
im sposed to today
its always been the way
but today i feel different

i know if i change it will end
i feel this way something strange
a power that had escaped me
now reformed

if it keeps i will sleep
i know that when i feel
my heart will stop
just to keep me real

i should stray but im stuck
dragged towards the inevitable
my death
my end

[PaRkA]

to see you treated this way
i feel i have something to say
i dont want you to bleed
but i see his waking need
everytime you smile
he see's his challenge
dont feel you have to stay
if thats love ill walk away
one small thing
your not the only one
he has another for which he seeks
as soon as you turn your back
he shows he is weak
if his heart pumps blood
it must be black
if he keeps treating you this way
ill make it stop
so he cant hurt you like that